I had to leave these 3
Aidan
Haley
Sammy
For this.
No, I'm not on bed rest or anything. It's just that the third trimester or pregnancy has finally caught up with me. I guess it was expected since everything has been fairly easy for me up to this point. I just REALLY miss the kids! I have been with them since they were born. I think that is as close to mine as they can get and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I was there one day & gone the next.
I'm not sure what to do with myself now, I don't think I have ever had this much time to myself EVER! I guess discover some new hobbies & try as hard as I can not to think about the kids. I'm starting to get anxious for MY baby to get here to fill the void that I now feel. The anticipation of feeling even more for a child that is actually MINE forever is killing me. No, I'm not wishing for her to come early, I just know that she will help me feel much better.
Reminder: I AM RETIRED! 7 years of being a nanny is enough for me. I do NOT want to form any more attachments to kids that are not my own. It's just too hard. Don't let me forget it!
7 comments:
come on up to daybreak, mckell will take you around the lake in a boat
That does sound hard :( good thing you will have your own in just a little bit! If you are bored and want to get together we can get some cousins together! That would be fun, Elijah and I are always looking for things to do
Sad! I know your baby will fill the void. Let's get together so I can hear the whole story.
Wow! 7 years is a long time! You are going to make such a great mom! You are such a cute pregnant woman!
That is so sad! I feel for you. When you near the end all you want is for them to be here. It will get better.
Little belly!
I am ALWAYS home, you know you are ALWAYS welcome! But, I would also say take this time to get in your sleep and organization. Nest a little bit so that you feel like everything is ready, then when she comes you won't be too stressed about everything. That way you can enjoy life a little more. I can't imgaine how hard it would be to leave those little cuties and I don't really think you should because that was the last 7 years of your life. Keep the memories and maybe you will be able to vist them every now and then...?
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